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Destiny

I thought about my destiny.
What I'm searching for...
what I'm living for...
What I'm hoping for...
What I'm loving...

I searched for love and respect.
Find I some?
I didn't notice.
So I search forever... and I will search after my dead.

I live for people, never notice me.
Never respected me.
Never helped me.
But they can't live without my help.

i hope for respect.
For people who see in me a being that lives.
Who help me by my search.
I hope for freedom.
I hope i can break my cage wich hold me here.

What I'm loving?
This is a question, I can't answer now.
I see one, I love him.
I feel this love broke, I'm alone again.

So I ask me: "What's my destiny? Why I live? To be betrayed?"
I stand up, look around.
Nothing here hold me here.
but sometimes I feel, I have to stay.
When could someone tell me why?
When is my destiny fulfilled?

edit: Das hier ist so ziemlich mein erstes... bitte über Rechtschreib-/ zeitfehler hinwegsehen... ich weiß, dass ich hinter allen im schatten stehe...

ich weiß zwar nicht ob das grammatikalisch alles richtig ist, aber es gefällt mir:-)

Finde ich auch sehr schön.